I miss you
You haven’t visited our space in a long time, perhaps you’ve forgotten abt it or you’re rlly desperate to cut loose any form of ties with me. It breaks my heart but I know it was inevitable, after all the shit I’ve put you through. This break up put so much us into perspective. I do want you, I do want a future with you and my entire being is longing so badly for your touch, for the sight of you to put me at peace. You always have a way of doing that and you’ll always be glad to do so. I understand why you didn’t the very last Sunday. You rlly wanted out, I felt it once before too. Am I too naive to believe that you would still want me back? Because I do. I know how where I must change in order to luv you better, to luv you unconditionally and yet I might nvr get that chance to do so anymore :’| the expectations and judgement of others was always smth that I held very close to, that I let it get the best of me. The want to be a better Christian… All my flaws and still you luv me and accept me. I wished I’d get another chance to learn to be a better luver. To truly accept you for who you are and not want to change you into the ‘perfect’ Aaron. You are perfect alrd at least in my eyes you are. I keep pushing you out thinking we’ll becomes better Christians… Maybe but I don’t have desires for anything now other than getting you back. Other than learning how to be a better tchr as well. Oh god I miss you. I want you back and I luv you. I’m sorry for the way I’ve acted before like a bitch, an ass and betrayed your trust. I just don’t know how to start making it right without even you being here anymore.
Just wished things would get brighter, I need my sun…
Fuck Yeah Love!: A Letter To My Future 'THE ONE' →
I did not write this, but I thought it would be nice to share it with other love fanatics out there.
It came from a newspaper (The Philippine Daily Inquirer’s Leisure Section) - one of the writer’s daughters wrote a letter to her future mate… and after 2 days someone replied.
The letter…
A break
From the expected; from us. But a reunion with our Lord, slowly but surely. I have faith in Him that in time to come He’ll reveal Himself to us and until that time comes, you should know that this heart is yours to keep, yours forever. Please pray for me, don’t give up on me, on us. I promise I will try my best to find my way home to Him. So for the last time until the storms are cleared and peace is made, I love you Aaron Chooi so much so that though i’m not 100% willing, I would let you go. Love, C.
I never knew i could miss you this much and it’s only Day 1. Come home soon. Or call me, text me, anything just to let me know you are safe. I miss you. :’(
thanks for the surprises but……
while im away, pls dont
- Sex and the city too much
- go out with your friends until late late
- play computer too much
- burn down the house baking
- eat all your cookies, leave some for me
- stress out for prelims
- go drinking
- go smoking
- play the switching game on your phone too fast
- forget about me
- take drugs
- go on dates with other guys
- not go on dates with girls
- forget to give me long range kisses
- forget this post
Kiss
why a birthday kiss rather than anything else?
well firstly, i love simplicity, nothing short of it, people give whole bunches of roses, carnations and other mumbo jumbo, but i’d choose a single red rose. to me, it represents my love, for you, and you alone. It has to be alive, because i believe all real relationships has its ups and downs, a time when love blossems, and a time where it shrivles up and dies. but the thing about love, is that it always keeps giving, never ceasing.
hence the kiss, a simple present, which embodies your presence in my life, a single dash of love accross the cheek, lively that can always be given, no matter how old, poor or rich you become, no matter the distance.
Birthdays
you know, sometimes i really dont get you, if you miss me soo much, why do you expect soo much out from me? you said you did’nt want any celebration on your birthday, so why compare me with the rest???? why compare sunday with saturday??? i mean, if you really just wanted to spend time with me, why the gloomy face when it did’nt go as planned? does’nt that just show that you’d rather spend time with my gifts rather than myself????
and today you’re upset that i got upset, what do you exactly want?? you keep on asking me “what do you want from me??” when you should be asking “Is there something that i can do to help?” or “how can i imporve on what i did?”
these 2 weeks, your mind=what you expect=us.
i dont even think this will get read, if not maybe 1-2yrs in the future, but when that day comes, maybe you’ll begin to remember things like how each and every memory is engraved into my mind.
